It has finally come, the time I have feared
When all that is known shall have disappeared.
All that was loved, all that was cherished,
Only to humiliatingly evanesce.

I am sorry, she just isn't that friend
I thought I knew; she has become someone else.
And I knew that change would come to torment me.

And it never failed to return, it's hollowing ramification
Attacking my already-sorrowful heart.

My dependency on you is a disgrace to my life, beliefs and existence,
Yet my soul would shatter with the lost of my love.

I am sorry it had to end this way, just the way you planned.
You have her to hold your hand
As she silently swears to secrecy
Of her true love life, decently.

You spoke these very words to me, not in speech but in action,
Which easily broke down my unyielding wall of protection.
Every day, I want to shatter the wall between then and now
And return to what the past bestow.